Breathe Fire
On the news of the U.S. Supreme Court ruling to overturn Roe v. Wade — I wanted to share a poem that I wrote the other night when I couldn't sleep... (jet lag + outrage will do that to a person).
BREATHE FIRE
Although I was never
Officially diagnosed
With any diagnosable
Postpartum condition,
I feel that I can draw upon
My personal experiences as
A new mom,
Navigating first-time parenthood,
A global pandemic,
Moves across continents and oceans,
And…and…and…
And I could go on…
But I digress.
I have experienced mom rage,
To the degree that
I may have more closely resembled
A dragon at times
Then that of my actual self.
If it were possible for a person
To breathe fire,
I truly believe I may have needed
To travel at all times
With a portable fire extinguisher,
To protect the things around me
That I hold most dear.
And although I feel
That my mom rage
Has burned less strongly
As of late...
The fire in my belly
Is strong again today.
I feel it boiling up inside of me
From corners and crevices
I didn't even know existed.
But despite the heat,
And the rage,
I feel small...
Powerless.
Powerless against
Powerful forces.
Old, white, power-hungry, political
Forces.
I know that
One mothers rage
Is not enough
To stop them.
But hundreds.
Thousands.
Millions....
That rage could start
A fire too large
To extinguish.
Today, I go inwards.
I conserve my energy,
And breathe normal air,
Because tomorrow...
Tomorrow I have to breathe fire.


(She/Her)
The gal behind Held In The Heart. The Community Journal is a space for those who feel deeply to express freely. We explore all sorts of things here, from the real & raw healing stories & creative writing, to the funny & fleeting moments of everyday human life. I warmly welcome you and invite you to explore with us!